Blogging again

I used to blog - I kept a blog for over two years on another site. But after a lengthy absence from blogging, I just can't get the motivation to resume blogging there again. So, a new blog, new name, new focus (or lack thereof). Because life is different now. Instead of working full time, I'm a full-time mom. Instead of feeling somewhat alone in my world, I'm now surrounded by good friends and family. Instead of getting full nights sleep every night, I haven't slept more than five hours straight in five months.

Anyway, life is very full and very different now. Especially as a mommy - a blessing I thought was never meant to be mine and now is just so wonderful. And the time does go so fast, albeit in retrospect. When I'm desperately trying to get Brennan to sleep - running in his room every 3 minutes to stick the pacifier back in his mouth, or am dealing with another screaming reflux session when he's trying to nurse, then it seems that this is all there is and all there ever will be. But then I realize that he's been smiling and cooing for more than six weeks now. And that I can hardly remember what it was like to hold him when he was 5 lbs and barely in newborn clothes, much less at 3 lb 10 oz and swimming in preemie clothes. I tried to hand-write my thoughts and record of his days in a paper journal, but I just couldn't stick to it. It takes too much time - not something I have a lot of these days. So, I'll try the blogosphere again.

Here goes nothing.